March 2012
3 posts
February 2012
9 posts
Here’s a black metal track from my band with...
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January 2012
2 posts
Back with a renewed sense of self. Ok spring semester, what are you gonna do now?
December 2011
13 posts
I love my family.
And by family, I mean the greatest five people who have been in my life EVER. Derek, Mickey, Grace, Prateek, and Emma— I love you all and if it ever came to it…I would die to save you. You guys mean the world to me. Don’t you ever forget that.
Metal is the only thing keeping me going tonight.
My head has decided this is the day it says “fuck you, no feeling good today, only bleecchh”
It’s those who are crazy enough to walk and talk for hours late at night that truly matter. They care. The don’t lie.
Why is it that some people don't get the message
Some people don’t honestly know how to fix their own problems. Some people are just ignorant. My ex is one of these ignorant people. She just can’t get it through her head that I don’t want to talk to her. She doesn’t understand that I’ve told her so many times what she does wrong and she did nothing to fix it. I just want her out of my life.
The best friends are the ones you never knew you...
…but only think you know. You learn new things about the greatest friends every day. Even the friends that are new, even the friends you never see. Don’t forget those who pop into your life for short moments. They love you just as much as anyone else. They can be wise and give you guidance that some others cannot. Enjoy everyone who likes you and befriends you.
November 2011
1 post
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June 2011
1 post
I think I may have found my calling.
Let’s keep this simple. I want to be a full time social actvist. I want to work hard and fight for what i believe in. This includes:
Human Rights
LGBT rights and the respectful treatment of LGBT persons
Counter protesting religious extremists who push an agenda that hurts and restricts perfectly good people.
I am willing to fight to my last breath for these and many other causes.
that...
January 2011
2 posts
Its been a long time, but now, i'm gonna share...
I havent posted in forever, but as part of a daily project, i will be posting here every weekday(hopefully)
testing out seesmic desktop. this is quite cool
November 2010
1 post
well here i am again
i’m in class. where the hell have i been, you ask? everywhere. nowhere. every and anywhere i want to be. i am a wanderer of the net. a blogger, tweeter, and ancient social networker. this shit works. i love it. i love the net. its been my home away from home for the past 5 to 7 YEARS. it makes sense when nothing else does…….
May 2010
1 post
why are some parents clingy, overprotective...
it just completely baffles me. i don’t get it anymore. some parents just do too much to control the lives of their children. sure, a little caution is useful in a child’s younger years, but once they get older, it starts to get ridiculous. there should be some point at where over-protection becomes abuse. i’ve heard some ridiculous stories. the most notable is that of a 20 year...
March 2010
3 posts
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What did you eat for breakfast today?
i didn’t
Ask me anything
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Do you have any scars on your body? If so, how'd...
well the one with the best story is the one on my right shoulder, a vertical line about 1.5 inches long…. i found my friend John’s hat after it was thrown over the lockers in the mens changing room in the school gym. Another friend of mine, dillon, thought i was trying to mess with john and prevent him from getting the hat back and pushed me over the bench in between the lockers…...
good times i tell you!
i haven’t posted in forever, but i thought it might be appropriate on this Friday evening to bring everyone up to speed. over the past few weeks i have been struggling with some long time internal issues and i think i have finally conquered them. I’ve been able to chill out, let go, and forget some of the regrets of my past. it feels so liberating, its hard to think how i was able to...
January 2010
1 post
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Semester 2, I Choose You!!!
Hello All,
i just started school again. this semester is gonna be a whole lot better. i can sleep in more for one thing (not that i will all the time, i gotta work sometime). i can see my friends more. the only trade off is that there are more out-of-class requirements for the classes i have. i have nighttime screenings for 2 out of my 4 classes on Sundays, Mondays, and occasionally Wednesdays....
December 2009
4 posts
rrrghhh...damn...
this isn’t easy. i cant understand this CS stuff… it makes almost no sense… this is why i will never program ANYTHING after saturday! i’m so friggin pissed that things have come to this. its really ridiculous…. i really have should have taken geology or nothing at all.
almost home....
i go back home in a week. i will be so glad to be out of this place…. not that it isn’t fun, but it can wear on you. make sure to take reasonable break for everything you do. it will keep you sane. I need some time to collect myself and prepare for next semester, which may be harder. i need to get my mindset about work and the commitment to college in check. something went wrong and...
Don't let hard times keep you down...
More than anyone i know, i think i have learned how to live with stress. For one thing… I’m telling you about it! I have been making more effort to talk to friends when i need emotional support in these trying times of my life. I owe my deepest gratitude to them…they deserve it. The greatest and deepest thanks go to a girl named laura who helped me survive the most hellish...
Computer science is the root of all evil.
Never take a class in computer science if you are not going to major in it….it will cost you dearly!!!!!!
November 2009
3 posts
College will not crush me
I have a shit ton of work to do. Soo many projects and tests to study for….i am honestly not sure how this will end, but i have told myself… I am not going down without a fight!!!
Green Gator @ Allegheny college →
“Don’t worry about a result you dont even know yet.”
October 2009
8 posts
busy weekend and week ahead
..and it all starts tonight. i am running lights for a show and i have a 3-hour preview of the show that i must attend tonight. a lot of homework and work for the show in the next week. six hours a day for a whole week. oh wow this reminds me of hell weeks from my high school days. it will be logistical hell, but it will be extremely fun. i cannot wait to start going through our cues. The show...
Exams drive me nuts
I had 2 exams today. One felt a lot better than the other. I feel free now. A huge weight has lifted off my shoulders. Now it is time for a fun weekend and a chance to see my parents tonight!
feeling nervous, but getting things done
i’m so friggin’ nervous right now because i have so much to do and don’t know where to start. i am sure that i will find a way though. i always have in the past.
Wow....i hate that i can be so impatient sometimes
I have been waiting for a pair of rain shoes from L.L. Bean. UPS messed up my order and i should get it today, but i am so anxious to get these shoes i can’t wait the 3 hours left until they should arrive. As i said, i hate that i often have an impatient demeanor.
I have learned a lot about love and myself...
i had to end a relationship recently. i learned a lot about relationships, myself, and how to know when to let someone go. in short, i learned the following
NEVER start a relationship out of pity
when you start a relationship, KNOW WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR! dont settle for any less. you can avoid breaking hearts unnecesarrily this way.
know when you should end a relationship for your...
